It's been a while...

It's been a while since I've written anything here... Over a year to be exact.
A lot has changed since then.

 My girlfriend and I parted about 3 months ago. We had a relationship for about 3 and a half years. It turns out she didn't love me anymore for the last half year we were together. It all happened after I introduced her to a friend of mine. Who I know she fell in love with now, and who she's currently having a relationship with.

I tried to save my relationship in ways that most people wouldn't, but in the end screwed myself over with this... I loved her so much man, like seriously. I don't think I've ever been so heartbroken over anyone. It seemed like everything had gone back to square one. I felt alone and didn't know where to turn or who to snuggle up against at night. I still miss this most of all. Just getting in to bed with someone and talking about all sorts of nonsense, right before you fall asleep... But I'm better now. It doesn't hurt as frequent as it did anymore.

I found a job repairing PC's and laptops as well... It's only temporary for now but word has it, that they might actually hire me for a long term contract. We'll have to wait and see, but things are looking more bright than they had a month or 2 ago. My colleagues are friendly people who I don't seem to be irritated by at all, which is a BIG PLUS for me.

I may or may not be interested in someone new. But that's for fate and time to decide. I still don't know this person all that well, but would like to get to know her a bit better. She seems cute and very friendly. And most important, not from around here. Too bad she's going abroad for 1/2 year in a few months. But yet again, we'll see where fate takes us.

So all in all things aren't that bad for once!!

Wish me luck!