Lately stress has been taking a toll on my body. I ache everywhere..
Most people who know me would be like: "Dude... You? Stress? What in the world would stress you out!?" Well.. you have no Idea. My personal life is freaking havoc at the moment. Things at home are always stressing me out. There is no way that I can get a minute of relaxation. My parents are making it nearly impossible for me to live with them. If I could move out at this point (And yes, I should've been out of there for a while now) I would. This instant even! I have a lot of trouble with getting used to my surroundings at my new "place of education" and the fact that this is a daily 2 hour drive doesn't make it any easier for me. It always feels like I don't have enough time to get everything done and I'm always preoccupied with thougts. I need a little peace of mind. My muscles are tensing up so bad lately that I'm always having neck/shoulder pains which lead to bad headaches. I even have this weird pressure in my throat lately. I hyperventilate and get panic attacks more easily than I did before and my daily life is beginning to suffer because of this. I've also been sick a lot more this year. Something has to happen. Or I'll collapse...
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