Oh lord, It's another one of these. Having diner at A restaurant with a bunch of in-laws is always terrible. Just wish I could have stayed at home today. I always start hyperventilating at occasions like these. A whole bunch of people that make me feel uncomfortable + a place I've never been before
It sounds very weak of me not to be able to do this but I can't control it. And when you start feeling uncomfortable and people start staring at you and start asking you if you feel ok, that feels even more dreadful. Not to mention that there's another course waiting for me and I'm already stuffed.. I suffer at times like these. Also I can't be who I naturally am on these occasions. This is just feels wrong. I am a person who likes to confide into the comfort of his own quarters... Please don't make me do these kind of things. My being here is not of extra value and neither is this little "get-together" for me. On the contrary...
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